My new Nephew

Kyle was born June 13, 2006 a healthy little boy (ofcourse another boy). I was not able to be there because I am now on sleeping medication so I was not able to drive @ 1am to the hospital. How ever my mother went and actually watch him being born. I went up as soon as I gotten out of work the next day, He was in ICU for awhile so I got to go in and hold him there. He is so sweet and cute.
I was informed a couple days ago that the Dr. Called Randy and Jenny and told them that they need to bring him in the doctors because a test came back positive for Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia. I really cant explain what it is but if you look it up on the internet you can read more about it. He is suppose to go the doctor today and we will know more.
Randy's clan seems to be getting bigger and bigger: Aaron,Matt,Tiffany,Dakota,Hunter,Chase and now our new baby Kyle..... Do I need to day anymore? Didn't think so. I cant image have that many children (WOW)
Well as long as they are happy and health that's all that matters. I love them all. I will get a picture of all them and post as soon as I can

Summers here and I have stepped out

God I love summer, I cant seem to get enough of the sun. I love everything about including the storms. Now there is nothing better then a hot summer night with a Thunder Storm. What is it about it that literally makes me smile? Because I do know how dangerous they can be.. I don't know maybe its the lightening and the rumble of the earth after it strikes, you feel it in your bones, or maybe IM just weird.....(now that's a thought) LOL
What a wonderful gift God has given to us and we take it for advantage everyday, An earth that has so much beauty and I will probably never see it all. Where would you go if had the means to go anywhere? I myself would love to go to Australia I want to see the kangaroos, then I would want to go to the rainforest to see all the wonderful plants and flowers that God gave to us, there is so many places that I would love to see but I know that is impossible so alls I have left is dreams.

What is COPD?

It is Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease that is what my mother has along with emphysema because she has smoked since she was 16 years old. She also has problems with her heart now on top of all that but that is not why IM writing today. Friday I went to the Doctor and I was given some bad news. I now have COPD and the beginning stages of emphysema, No I never smoked in my life. It is caused from second hand smoke, Yup you heard right second hand smoke. I go to a specialist in a couple weeks and they will look at my lungs further. I now have my 1st inhaler (yuk) didn't quite work the way as I thought.

As I went on the internet to read more about this disease I found out it is the 4th killer of Americans in the world. All this because of smokers, IM glad I went to the Dr. And I am now being treated. Take the time and make sure that you go to your yearly exams, it just might save your life I believe it may have just saved mine. Go the web and put in what is COPD?

She has left me behind

Today Samantha has left me behind, she has decided that we would get along better if she moved out and into her aunt Wendy's in Mason. It feel like my heart is being squeezed to death, I cant stand the thought of her living away from me. She is so hard to get along with, which is all my fault I brought her up as my equal and not as a daughter, I wasnt hard on her when she did things wrong and I didnt put my foot down when I should have, so now that she is older and I want to have some order in my life she has this leverage over me that why be a mom now...

When she was growing up I put too much thought in the fact that I was a single mother trying to raise a daughter that I treated her like a friend and leaned on her when I should have been mothering her. So here I am complaining that she is wanting to spread her wings and be away from me and her sister she is only 17 years old but she has a mind of an 20year old.

I only have myself to blame and plenty of time to try and make up for all the wrong that I did...
I miss you Sammy, I love you and Im sorry for not being the mother I should have been when you needed it the most.