Thursday, April 13, 2006

The sun is out, why am I so depressed


I don't understand why I feel so sad lately, work is going well so I don't feel that it, my girls are in good health and happy, my bills are paid and I have a new car so what else could be bothering me?
IM going to be 37 yrs old Monday and I still haven't found my nitch in life. My oldest daughter is going to be 17 yrs old in May and I cant get over how fast they grow up. Maybe IM afraid of her leaving me soon I just couldn't put my finger on it.....Until now
Yes we have all the things that make us happy except for the most important one JESUS. I cant explain it how I feel when I think of him or how it makes me smile when I think of the wonderful gift he has given us, eternal life.
My father and his wife are very faithful and loyal to JESUS and it makes me happy to say that they are my family. I want to walk that same path that they are and grow into a true, faithful follower of JESUS. It is going to take time and prayer but I do believe I will make.

1 comment:

Ellen said...

Hi Sweetheart,

I have been reading your blogs and I am proud of all that you have accomplished in your life. I am especially proud of our two granddaughters that you have raised. I know that Samantha leaving will create an emptiness that cannot be filled, but stay close to God as He has stayed close to you all these years and you will get through the loneliness. Also, you still have Libbie and she is not chopped liver.

For you; Remember that success is not a destination, its a journey.

Love you, Dad